h@rd t1m3s..

today is the second day being single.. im starting to think back all the happiness i had with my hubby.. i wonder really no more chance?? must the ending be so cruel?? wad about mieko?? i really duno wad i should do.. i noe my life will be much better without u bt i rather suffer if i can get ur love.. cz actually sumtimes i really need u by my side bt now everything seems to be impossible.. today my mom tell me about getting a lawyer for the separation.. is to make clear our separation and taking my child care and expenses from him.. i duno y i dun feel happy bout it.. bt i feel guilty bout it.. i duno la!! my life is so complicated.. everything is so confusing!! haiz..

xoxo
baby min