Sunday, December 28, 2008

the worst day ever!!!!

today whole day stay at home sleep..whole day raining husband holiday bt not at home went oout wit his so call wife and then when he came home help him cook by cutting those ingredient and then when trying to fry the chinese hot dog then bcz the oil mix with water so it spilt out and went to my eye and some more get socld from k.e T.T until now still so pain sad!! then at night quarrel with him bcz of a stupid msg send to me by a stranger and bcz of messaging his ex gf imagine it man!! then gt scold bcz of my selfishness bt his lil bro who make me bcume like that and so on!! damn fedap!! i wonder when only i will die!!!

Saturday, December 27, 2008

back for blogging!!

yoyoyo!!! im back for blogging hahaz..well alotz of thingos happen in my life this dear meiko is growing up.. i wonder when is she goin to learn to walk realy excited bout it.. having a baby is like everyday u will c her do new things and u will like cute!!! hahhaz.. the most happy things is whenever im sad or down my dear meiko will laugh with me and make me smile i really cant doubt that i regret for wad i did bt by having her i dun feel regret at all in giving birth..i really do regret in choosing the wrong mr right bt i hope i will meet my mr right one day.. well for christmas i went to tc for celebrate the countdown and it was soooo crazy idiot girl wanted to c ghost so much so we went to a place that is so call bass a haunted house and we aso went to air putih to c a pair red high heels where they say the shoes have its story and it always stay that clean and so on bla bla bla.. bt i admit im afraid of the dark and ghost so i din went in to either of the place i jz wait at outside even standing at outside u aso can feel very scary well when at the haunted house i cried bcz of the darkness and the atmosphere is so scary bt my fren tot thaT I cry bcz i wan attenttion.. haiz.. bt i dun hw they think cz only i will understand myself hehe.. well on the 26 dec i really widh to go sg to celebrate my dear fren eve bufdae to bad i cant really sry my dear.. anyway today i finally found out smtg that is a guy who i use to hang out wif , dance with and have fun with sudd ignore me and treat me harshly that is bcz he had found his beloved and surprisingly the girl is one of my primary school mate.. well at leat it ends with a happy ending la.. bt now there is a story where end with a very very bad ending.. that is me and june im sure u heard bout tis guy b4 a guy i use to love so so so much!!well now he hate me very very much....and pls la if u c tis pls ask ur busybody sis to stop backstabbing me and make me lose all my frens.. pls la!! if she cont doin it until one day i cant stand i really duno wad i will do.. bt pls dun blame me!! tis is not wad i wan aso.. ok?? hmmm... i think i will end here have to do house chores now.. hahaaz.. dun sound like me le.. kekez..

Saturday, November 22, 2008


long time no update blog d..last few days that was on 19th nov it was my bufdae.. i was half hppy and half sad.. first nt much ppl wish me and my husband did nt wish me and june aso did nt wish me.. all things that i wish for did nt come true..haiz.. plus present i receive only one.. imagine that bt i spend rm266 bt den...haiz...well now im currently at kl..hmm..when i wan go on board the plane d hor my hubby din even give a gd bye kiss or ask me take care he just went off sad..
after reach d he aso dun care i reach already ant.. sometimes i really curious lo..he like dun care me at all i aso tired arguing bout tis...hmm... tmr i will be cing my mom.. den after sunday i will be fying to labuan..abit excited and a bit nt feeling to go.. cz im starting to miss that stupid husband..well..i really need a proper hair cut..and wad teacher nancy told me is true..leave for ur and nt him so i will do anything i like..i wont listen or obey him so much d if nt he always think he is the biggest.. bt i always feel bad when nt obeying him..well its nt easy being a mom and a wife sumtimes i really stress until gone crazy i try to sucide b4 bt i dun have the dare to do it.. so im really a useless girl.. haiz.. no use d me..sad...

Monday, October 27, 2008

buzy..headache..sucky day!!!!

well so long din update d..tis few days buzy taking care of baby mieko..everyday change dypers feed milk and so on... so bz... headcahe bcz she always cry now a days! im wondering wad happen to u my dear?? i gave u ur milk and i change ur dypers wad is missing??? y u always cry?? haiz... well im getting a pacifier for mieko hope she wont cry and go to sleep easily with it..well since after i gave birth until now i have loss 10kg!! izit a gd news?? guess so.. bt im still 50 plus kg..sad!!! next sunday 2nd nov is k.e sis wedding..i as having trouble finding a dress that can fit me and dun make me look fat and short...finally i found one nice dress from can be use as jacket and aso dress i love it so much bt the price is so so so ex lo!! bt lucky haha mummy buy for me..yay.. bt i was so wry that k.e will say that my dress are ugly!!! u noe la he loves to criticise me!! imagine how suffer my life will be living with a guy who loves to criticise me for ntg!!so when went home show him he say its lovely at last he say smtg gd..hahaz.. so i have solve that prob and now im facing a new prob!! wad shoes can goes with the dress?? lolz.. many prob la me .. bt all aso small prob la..haha.. well hopefully my white high heels can feed my feet so i can wear it with the dress.. u c bcume fat is no gd news lo..all old things cannot wear wasted..

oh ya baby mieko now is already one motnh old..hehe..she now a bit bigger.. and i was so suprise that she now is learning hw to walk omg!! 1month plus ny!! already wan to walk..haiyo i really cant imagine when she noe how to walk d hw bz i will be!!hahaz...well k.e tis side din do full month party cz the sister goin to get married and she wan to do buffet so my baby cant do cz her things is more important so damn selfish!! so angry bout it.. bt lucky my mom gt do a buffet for baby mieko bt we do earlier it was supose to be at 22nd of oct we did on 19 of oct many ppl attended thanks for coming...and baby mieko receive many present.. she gt 2 buggy,a walker ,clothes, jewelrry and some baby stuff.. hahaz.. plus now she is the most rich between me and k.e..haha..hmm.. now i have to go..need to feed mieko..will be updating whenever im free to..well be a bz week tis week hehe..many chores need to be done..kekez...

Sunday, October 12, 2008

new bloggy...

ive created a new blog bcz the old blog has some need to keep updating again.. haiyo really many work..anyway today baby mieko drink alot of milk really cant imagine so small de belly can fill up so much of milk..if me i aso vomit d..i c she drink i aso feel full never la she drink more is gd news lai d..haha..well today k.e auntie and uncle came to visit baby mieko..she gt so many ang my daughter is more rich than the parents so pai seh la as being the prents..hahaz.. bt im always proud to have her as my precious daughter..well still left one week of confinement..cant wait for it to sick of the food and ppl asking me to drink the d.o.m it taste so horrible!! bt form the begining until now i only drank a bit wry my body health in the future.. i dun wan be grandma so fast le..haiz..well now i wan to take my nap..will be updating soon..