the worst day ever!!!!

today whole day stay at home sleep..whole day raining husband holiday bt not at home went oout wit his so call wife and then when he came home help him cook by cutting those ingredient and then when trying to fry the chinese hot dog then bcz the oil mix with water so it spilt out and went to my eye and some more get socld from k.e T.T until now still so pain sad!! then at night quarrel with him bcz of a stupid msg send to me by a stranger and bcz of messaging his ex gf imagine it man!! then gt scold bcz of my selfishness bt his lil bro who make me bcume like that and so on!! damn fedap!! i wonder when only i will die!!!

back for blogging!!

yoyoyo!!! im back for blogging hahaz..well alotz of thingos happen in my life this months..my dear meiko is growing up.. i wonder when is she goin to learn to walk realy excited bout it.. having a baby is like everyday u will c her do new things and u will like owww..so cute!!! hahhaz.. the most happy things is whenever im sad or down my dear meiko will laugh with me and make me smile i really cant doubt that i regret for wad i did bt by having her i dun feel regret at all in giving birth..i really do regret in choosing the wrong mr right bt i hope i will meet my mr right one day.. well for christmas i went to tc for celebrate the countdown and it was soooo crazy idiot girl wanted to c ghost so much so we went to a place that is so call bass a haunted house and we aso went to air putih to c a pair red high heels where they say the shoes have its story and it always stay that clean and so on bla bla bla.. bt i admit im afraid of the dark and ghost so i din went in to either of the place i jz wait at outside even standing at outside u aso can feel very scary well when at the haunted house i cried bcz of the darkness and the atmosphere is so scary bt my fren tot thaT I cry bcz i wan attenttion.. haiz.. bt i dun hw they think cz only i will understand myself hehe.. well on the 26 dec i really widh to go sg to celebrate my dear fren eve bufdae to bad i cant really sry my dear.. anyway today i finally found out smtg that is a guy who i use to hang out wif , dance with and have fun with sudd ignore me and treat me harshly that is bcz he had found his beloved and surprisingly the girl is one of my primary school mate.. well at leat it ends with a happy ending la.. bt now there is a story where end with a very very bad ending.. that is me and june im sure u heard bout tis guy b4 a guy i use to love so so so much!!well now he hate me very very much....and pls la if u c tis pls ask ur busybody sis to stop backstabbing me and make me lose all my frens.. pls la!! if she cont doin it until one day i cant stand i really duno wad i will do.. bt pls dun blame me!! tis is not wad i wan aso.. ok?? hmmm... i think i will end here have to do house chores now.. hahaaz.. dun sound like me le.. kekez..